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As usual, i am trying to write everything, specially the emotional things that i must make them free from my brain. I just remember that one girl who is growing up now as lady. This year, she graduated from prestigious university in this town, further more in this country. She just sit in center of office and image everything that canceled last years before. Hope, love, money, popularity, etc. that she try to pursuit. Those are dreams that must come true, she said. Yet, earth said different thing. She must growing with reality, not in dream land.
Yesterday, she rode about announcement of student exam for entering university in this country. She was happy, but it made her cried in her soul. She thought that she stagnant with all situation. Quarter life crisis, all people said that. But, she rather believe that is not only cause the term of that language in psychology, but also from majority experiences.
All stories made time by time with the time flies so fast. She anger with the nature justice about privilege that she can be get. She envy with artist who was born in rich family, fulfil of love, money, and facilities. The women get all she want. It make she think more and more deeply for that her future. Who am i? what kind of job that i must reach for my rest of life? Can i make my mom happy in rest of her life? can I? All of question appear one by one from her brain, ask circumstance getting answer.
Two days ago, when her close man came to her house and have 3 night days together with her mom. Enjoying short escape with people said "happy family"? Last night as usual that they slept in their dreams, second night with the tired in every bone in their want. So, there is the peculiar night ever that last night that the man was last stay in her house. After dinner all you can eat dimsum in town, they back to house, but the woman hug thigh man with tears means the separation time will come tomorrow. The woman can not bear to let him go. She only want the man always beside the women all time.
In tears in morning, they must separate with breakfast before with porridge that really famous in hometown and accompanied him to bus stop. Short time made them craziest. In night, there are feeling of miss each other.
Love is making all people crazy. Of course, man ask woman to marry as soon as possible. But, it is not easy as soap opera. All of barrier is making them thing deeply for the their decision from chat. She want to marry, but she want being government lecture as her dream. If they are marry in this year, can them live together with all barrier?
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